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mentally trapped

by Dekonstrukt

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Darker 01:30
worlds getting darker, poison in my veins slow death in sight, not far away cancer was growing, killed me from inside my mind was dying, nothings left for life hope fades away, there´ll be no light society closes eyes, they don't wanna see
At Night 01:42
where is the light, I am drowning in blood too tired to fight, the cage has been shoot where is the light, hear my scream consume I´m dying while I shit myself one hit and then it´s done I can feel the cruel hands barbarism fun this world collides with tears and pain and every goddamn day the hell of species genocide is my reality war – this is a fucking war
Outlast 02:05
memory, upon memories that's how it appears seeking the deja-vu zone of time, out of my fear you push the unborn, finally alive spread my addiction dead world darkest oppression I will survive down in my hole I will be heard down in my hole out of my fear down in my hole memories
Vortex 02:00
valleys of sorrow too hard to take mountains of despair too hard to handle no encouraging words no assistance no relief hopeless, I'm wandering through the only way out, is the final shot no encouracing words no assistance no relief
Suffocation 02:36
in front of my eyes the effort´s crumbling away the wheel of life´s taking all of me seems nothing can fill up the source my serenity was killed by consumption suffocation – endless in my mind surrounding – everything in my life
Atheos 02:25
what is the plan kill one after another illusions are ruling and everything turns black black in the end there is no hope just pain and agony self-flagellation do you feel contempted never again condemnation – fuck them all the end of the road the reason of existence now is the time at the point of no return rise there is no hope just pain and agony self-flagellation do you feel contempted never again this is my life join the dark side get rid of your thoughts escape the torture and show them you´re not a slave never again crucification race domination resurrection give them the finger fuck them all
challenge me unlimit my mind release me from emptyness and vanity trust me it´s hard for me to see beyond the cynic reality consumption of goods is my life little to gain consumption of goods is my life becoming unslaved consumption of goods is my life capitalism feeds on my existence exposure to virtual channels little to gain becoming enslaved
I´m mentally trapped the vortex within me in clash with the world a void created inside a web of thoughts self-negated speak less loudly than words an end in effect is expected release from this all interpretation vageness where lies the door
dead thoughts falling apart eyes wide open escaping the plague in my head taste of decay, so far away origin of disgust, notorious values I`m trapped alive taste of decay, so far away origin of disgust, odious people I hope they die
Open Water 04:01
a fortress in the dark hard to see corpses pave the way unable to breath A journey to a better place escaping the fraud don‘t want to wait until they slit my throat A journey to a better place, escaping the fear A journey to the end, the graveyard is near buried alive, by cold dead hands buried, that`s how it ends forgotten, unwanted and dead
I live online breath online I think that I think I shop online fuck online I think I exist Where is my life? I think I exist


DIY recorded and mixed by Martin Pierzchala & Dekonstrukt in two sessions during May-Jul 2020 & Sep-Oct 2021 in Ulm, Germany. Mastered by Guido Muder during March 2022 in Munich.
Written and produced by Dekonstrukt. All rights reserved.


Owing to current problems with vinyl printing this work will
be soon released on limited edition tape boxes (200 pieces).
Tape side A, tracks 1 to 6; side B, tracks 7 to 10.
"I Think I Exist" is a hidden track on tape.

dekonstrukt is: mona (vox), ant (bass/vox), joe (guitar/vox), jojo (guitar/vox) & oli (drums)


released March 25, 2022

Album credits:

Stivart (Artwork)


Martin Pierzchala (sample de-konstruktion on "Suffocation")


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dekonstrukt Ulm, Germany

22.9. Squat Fest , Winterthur (CH)
23 9. JUHA, Herrenberg
21.10. FLINA to the Front, Wuppertal
11.11. KAPU, Linz (AT)
18.11. PMK , Innsbruck (AT)
08.13. KAFE Marat, Munich

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